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  • dandelion (she/her)
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    98 days ago

    dilation has become painful where I have wound separation, which has been strange since I felt little pain before - maybe nerves have come online suddenly?

    Life is too crazy to think about, I just take it day by day and don’t think too much, otherwise I have meltdowns.

      • dandelion (she/her)
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        58 days ago

        oh I guess I do sound dramatic 😅

        I don’t mean to give the wrong impression, overall the recovery is going well. Each challenge is replaced with another, and the recovery is happening in the middle of a move, which is also insanely stressful - but I feel pretty lucky overall!