• YappyMonotheist
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    3011 days ago

    Imagine having such a blessed life, living at home with loving parents, and thinking your life was wasted? Didn’t you enjoy the books, the joints and the videogames? Also, what were you expecting to do with it? Your will decides how the universe moves or are you, like everyone else, just a limited being with some degree of self determination? You do realize we’re all reaching the same destination (or, for the believers, going through the same place)? 🤷

    • spoopOP
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      1411 days ago

      yea i feel very blessed and privileged but my depression doesnt agree :/

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        Your depression is weak and stupid and pitiful. It will never do amything good and nobody will ever love it except as part of some misguided misunderstanding related to the rest of you. It should just kill itself and let you get on with your fucking life.

        Unless you’re a fascist. Then reverse everything i just said; your depression is great.

        • @[email protected]
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          Everyone has different ways of coping but for myself hating my depression would be hating a part of myself and honestly selfhatred does not get you far. I wouldn’t say I love my depression either, its just neutral. It is a part of myself no matter how I feel about it and I find that just accepting it helps me to plan around it and work with it. Depression is part of who I am but not all I am, nomatter what.

          If your way of thinking has helped you with you own depression that’s great, but I hope you can see how calling other peoples conditions “weak, stupid and pitiful” is really mean? If you know the person well and this helps them, you could maybe say it but if you don’t, just don’t!

          And If you want to share your own experience, frame it that way. You could say that seeing depression as something separate from yourself that you have to overcome helped you. Just dont assume its the same for everyone

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            Oh i don’t think like that on the rare occasion im taking something seriously; it’s just fun.

            It was a play on depression-thoughts, not knowing which flavor OP had, suggesting it sucks in the language typically favored in depressive episodes generally.

          • spoopOP
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            310 days ago

            you put it really well! altho didnt expect my stupid post to go this deep

          • @[email protected]
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            611 days ago

            It sounds to me like you have a really enabling relationship with your depression. Like you over-identify with it.

            • spoopOP
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              1011 days ago

              homie i didnt sign up for this therapy session. you are over-analyzing it.

              • @[email protected]
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                210 days ago

                Then strangle it. Cherish its flailing screams and make a trophy of its mangled corpse!

                I know thats not how mental illness works but it’s more fun if I pretend.

    • spoopOP
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      711 days ago

      SAME but i would like an alcoholic not a smoker bc smoke makes my lungs ouchie

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        mmmm yeah maybe it’s not the specific vice, just the presence of a vice. brb, gonna go try to hook up at a 12-step program

      • TragicNotCute
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        311 days ago

        Those are the edible/drinkable containers on his desk.

        Cranberry juice: I don’t think that’s America, but it’s a fruit juice. Oceanspray is a popular brand.

        White claw: a popular alcoholic beverage in America. 5% ABV, fruity flavors.

        Yerba mate: traditional South American energy/herbal drink. This is the consumer ready-to-drink can form (yellow can)

        Pickles: come on.

        • spoopOP
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          311 days ago

          thanks for explaining. also, im pretty sure thats a woman chudjak… no big deal just saying :3

  • @[email protected]
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    5411 days ago

    38*

    Youth successfully wasted! I’ve been living in someone’s garage because I’m a failure working in a factory yay!

    …yay?

    • spoopOP
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      4211 days ago

      this inspired me 🥹 to never get a job. thanks

  • Enzy
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    610 days ago

    I did this without any drugs or whatever is in this image

  • Cait
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    310 days ago

    I almost did this twice, first time I got bored and went back to uni, second time with drugs, but the drugs motivated me to study for uni again, idk what’s wrong with me

    • spoopOP
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      610 days ago

      this isnt wasting youth… fake waster 🫵🤨

      • Cait
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        110 days ago

        Damn, I really tried tho, I’m just not strong enough for that

  • @[email protected]
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    711 days ago

    I had to drop out of uni because of depression and social anxiety when I was 25. Been in therapy since, weekly sessions and a six week stay in a clinic. Tried working again 2 years ago but had to quit after a few months.

    I’m 29 now. Since about 3 months ago out of the blue my mental ailments have all but vanished. The months before that were very painful. I had lost contact with all my friends, my hobbies no longer felt fun, I was just lost and scared because of what’s been happening in the world. But during that time without really being aware of it I processed a lot of trauma and allowed myself to actually see it through and regenerate for the first time. The reclusive hermit stage can lead to big things. If you’re interested the woman in this video talks about her healing journey which then kicked off mine.

    I also recommend mindfulness training. Basically teach yourself to think less because thinking makes you sad.

    • spoopOP
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      411 days ago

      thank you for sharing. sending love ( ̄︶ ̄)↗❤️

    • spoopOP
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      310 days ago

      have you left the house today or yesterday or last week or last month? thats something